Jack of all trades,but sadly..master of none..

Huhu…look like blogging is my next best friend X)…it lets me say all I want without anyone having to put masking tape on my mouth!...HEHE…

Well yeah, I remember at one time someone told me I love to chuckle on the phone.At first it was funny but sooner or later when friendship when longer, that person told me, ‘Hey!You like to ‘tersengih’ on the phone rite?’ haha…after that not much call were made anymore xP!

But nyways, yeah it’s a bad habit to ‘sengih-sengih’ on the phone but what is there to do as it is in my blood!..hehe~~Thank God for many ppl who can stand my ke~sengihan when I talk to them (One of the most patient is my mother!)But wont it be great if I really can overcome such bad habit??wont’t it be great if what we thought we could not do, after all we could?..

Hehe I always remember a phrase and I quote what many ppl says when there is a barrier in front of us, ‘If you believe in yourself anything is possible!!!’Huhu…sounds so positive!Sounds so so amazing and fair enough most of the time when we believe it really does HAPPEN!!!!...

You name it, cigarette smoking, gambling, cursing, etc etc etc….Anything (logic) that we thought we could not overcome could be overcome…

It’s amazing isn’t it when we could overcome a ‘Mission Impossible’! but, really…

When it comes to the matter of the heart,many of us are fatigue.Fatigue from the inside out..And I wonder why?

I have many ppl whom I know coming from various background. People who are physically tough, weak,tall, strong, happy, joyful, ( and the rest u can play hangman to figure out the characteristic hehe~~ ),but not many who can really stand up during tough time and say that “I’m okay”.. And for the obvious we know why…

Many of us are really but just house ceilings..Full and satisfied in the outside but in the inside are void…And when a tragedy or something unpleasant happened we are quick to blame…Quick to despair and most of time quick to give up… Now having all those puny little achievement wont do much right??hehe~~ sounds so depressing if only u think of it as it is…

What am I really getting here? Where am I really going to?

The only little point in this whole blog is just one….SUFFERING IS SUFFERING…Nothing can compensate the pain of it. No achievement we have can even take a single second of the pain. And nothing you can do can allow you to run away from it.Of course you may have some fun and this and that to forget it,but where can you go so as to forget about it??

Don’t run away from pain.Dont try to degrade your suffering.In fact, Don’t even bother to put down other ppl’s suffering and say “It’s nothing” , because those (what we call nonsense from God) are something that will and must teach us of life to come and it’s problem..

Yes, you may argue that true friends must stick for each other. That is absolutely true as I have wonderful friends to support me along the way through those dark times. But Supporting and Negating the problems are two different issue we should remember always..

A true friend will always support one another but never negates or play dummy about the truth…Because those are what tat matters the most..Those hard times are a license for life and if you would believe, for the next life as well.

So stay strong always because sufferings and hard times are just for a moment...and always as long as you keep breathing those times are passing away quick X)..

Love life!

-Because it's worth doing so-

-Foldforever-

In support of anti-suicide!X)

Suffering at my left Despair at my right, everywhere I look, there is Never a daylight..Or IS IT?

Back again!!!wee...To this almost dead blog?but no...it would not end here!huahua!...

A question I would like to ask everyone would be, 'Do you think you are a good person?'...

And many would answer yes or dont know (or no just for being humble sake)..But fair enuf, many of us consider that we are fairly good enough on the line not to do any super duper wrong things like KILLING ....etc etc.

But maybe that's why many of us feels that we deserve a wonderful and glorious life..Be it whether whatever background we came from we would always think that when something so severe comes to us, we never deserve such problem..I wont touch upon any of this issue from a religious point of view but...All in all, we know deep in our heart that we never ever ever deserve what we get..X)

And maybe..just maybe we dont really deserve it..Maybe, just maybe God made a mistake. Maybe luck was just not on our side..Or maybe NOT?

One of em' pain that many of us ignore but fear most is that of somebody we loved pass away..Hehe, of course even I do have that fear BEFORE. And yes, it's beyond describable. And not many can take the pain fairly..Clouded by uncertainty and fear, it really brings a lot of suffering and despair in our soul...That is when we are too focused with what will bring us down rather than that that will bring us to a better benefit...But surely you would say that I'm crazy for saying that there are benefits suffering and all the more when we are talking of someone we love passed away..Fair enough, sounds absolutely absurd for saying such thing...(ppl would say CHOI!) X)

But really,

Just so that all of us know we are not the only one that will have our loved ones pass away. We can always learn from what we suffer and those mark left behind by the one we love will always remain in our heart..

Suffering is something very painful when we lost someone, but what we always fail to notice is that we have to go through what we need to go through..And what we go through during those hard times, are what that will make others strong..

If we could only understand, how precious are those we lost dearly, we would really tell of others how much more they should appreciate their loved ones..

And with what we lost dearly,

We could bless others by reminding them tat life is SHORT!

Losing someone or going through tragedies or maybe as simple as breakups may mean the end of the world for you..But, so long as you keep your feet up and walk, the pain are just fading away and pretty soon, you can stand up and say , ' I had went through that before and I made it through '.

Sounds ridiculous?....Hmm....Maybe for those whom life seems happy go lucky for now may think its pretty simple, but we let the pain speak for itself when things turn around.

And until then for those whom had feel the pain should support them even if they had put you down right?..Because none of us deserve more than what we should have already and there is no need to further anyone's misery X)....

Life is suffering, But at the end of the day as long u'r still breathing, as long u'r still walking,You know very much that the time is almost over for pain,and Joy itself comes with a loud noise X)...Stay Strong!

-Foldforever-

In support of Anti-suicide!!!!

Huahuahua!