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Boredness running through my blood...~

So I decide to share some personal things in this not-many-ppl (if there even is) that read this blog of mine XD...

Even after one year and 5 months after my dad's accident, there's always flashback ya know, and unpleasant memories.. First because I came from a broken family and next is because of the sucky accident... So yeah, its kinda of a struggling to live everyday...

Being the only son in then house apart from my step mum stresses me out everyday with house works and responsibility, and yesshhhhh many time its really on the edge...

Funny eh?...When ppl is in their most terrible moment, ppl around us will judge us even more instead of offering a helping hand... I was very bitter because of ppl that are constantly criticizing my life and the way I took care of my dad...Well Many time I wish they would Shut the hell Up..>~ For real~ =P... Forgive my rudeness...

It was hard and still is...and many times I wonder why am I still taking care of ppl around me when I cant even take care of my own...

Well when would it end??hehe~ God knows/...

But will stand strong though in this world of gazillion discouragement....

Love life!Be encouraged!!!!

-Because it's worth doing so-

-Foldforever-

In support of anti-suicide!X)

If God was real, then He must be sleeping?? (or is He even real?)

Back to...Blogging hohoho~ still in Hp as always, but slightly more hardworking today..As in really hardworking yeahhhhh~hehehe~ I actually called ten customer in half an hour!!! Praise me Praise Me!!!XD

Often time people always have this question when they are in problem....Where is God??????.....

And its often link to the problems of this world... A very common question..If God is real why does He allows sufferings?or why does He allow bad things to happen to good people =)...

Bear in mind, No...I'm not gonna argue about this and proof with all my might that God really does exist..But allow me to speak more as a HUMAN BEING going through tough times... =P...

The truth is when my dad had an accident last year I was just as confused as anyone would be...

Think about yourself...When you went through that difficult-est moment.... Life surely is hard at that time and nobody can ever define that moment for you... To some extend you may think perhaps God won't understand you as well...

Well hehe~ I do not have the answer to everything ya see...I was just as confused as you... Be it I'm a Christian or not...

But I do notice that not everyone that comes from a divorced family ends up as a useless person,

I also noticed that...

Not all people who lost their father ends up as gangsters..

Not all people who lost their mother will hang themselves...

Not all people who lost a best friend will blame God or anyone as well..

Not everyone who went through breakups will hold every memories they had as a burden...

I do not understand..Hehe sadly...

Maybe none of us would...

But I just want to encourage you that, just because something might happen to you or your loved ones, you musn't need to be like one of those people that end up bad as a result of the circumstances or tragedy...

Be encouraged always with the success people had when they were in their lowest point!!!~ Because they went through a deal of hurts and confusion as well...~

Choose to live and stand up despite all those things that brings you down!~

So at anytime you are hurt and sad....Be encouraged...! Choose to live and not hold anything back in your heart! =)

Love life!Be encouraged!!!!

-Because it's worth doing so-

-Foldforever-

In support of anti-suicide!X)

Chains of discouragement...Domino!!!!XD

I'm back hoho~Blogging=I'm working at HP....XD...(Strictly no comments!!!!)

I've heard before of a 'kononnya' proverb, that it takes ten encouragement to cover up one discouragement....I think honestly if you would pass through the age of 20, you should know by then that it is more of a reality to say that we can never get ten encouragement a day...It's actually more of a ten discouragement per HALF an encouragement a day =P...!

Come on let's not deny it, the things we've heard and the problems we've faced... It's just mightily hard to stand up and feel happy every moment..

When you would go to work, or you're at home, there are always things that would...PLOP!!! and discourages you...

And as much as you are feeling happy and joyful, some jokers nearby would just...PLOP!!! and discourages you again...

But hey, I think, maybe the best way to feel encourage ya know is to encourage others....

I've heard before of a brother of mine mentioning... that (haha!) Linkin Park new song has meaning as compared to last time and that many fans do not like LP anymore..(which in a way true)....

And I think it's very obvious that people tends to stay negative ( I mean like soooooo negative ) rather than positive..

Last few weeks when I was in the psychiatric ward with a sister, believe it or not, most of the patients are very much like us... From their looks and their outward appearance and the way they would speak resembles very much like us. But it's what they speak that totally sparks my interest....

The thing I kept hearing was.....'How to be okay?'...or like 'Cannot cure one la'....

Don't that sound very similiar to you when you're at your most defeated moment, or moment of 'epic' depression XD...

Because thats how we are when we are sad...We look at the negative rather than positive...When a doctor would tell u that you are okay, you will doubt that the doctor is wrong... ~Which I would also do haha!...

I know it is very hard...Awesomely hard to step out of being sad and the feeling of anger and defeated...I've been there before. You've been there before..

But I rather see it as being courageous... As being courageous to step out of your self-pity...

Being strong and not holding anger in the heart...

Being firm but not boasting of the problem...

Seriously....Don't you really find people who would step out of their sadness as Highly Courageous...Mature...and respectful..

A lot of people fail ya know??

So why not let's take the first step and say a no to sadness pulling down our lives...

Let's be different from others..

We'll stand up and say no to sadness dragging us down...=)

And I'll pray that you will feel a difference when you're trying...because you definitely will!

It will be hard, honestly...

A lot of time for me as well, when I would encourage others, I myself felt very tired and weak in the inside because it seems as though it is of no difference whether I encourage or not...But one of the greatest joy I had is when people would tell me that they are really encourage even just a little..So I believe to heal yourself, you might want to try healing others...You'll be shock that the smile of another person for you is much more effective than your own smiles....For real =P...

However,becareful of not being discourage yourself.

A brother of mine once told me something very encouraging and he gave me a piece of a very (sangatlah teramat) great advice...

And it sounds like this....

'Get some rest.....' HAhahahaha~But it meant a world to me...Because often time when we would only look at other's problem ......we only will feel utttttterrrrrllllllyyyy EFFFFING discouraged =P...for real...And there was a point in my life and still that I feel a lot of thing would discourage me (be it problems of mine or others)..and I know that there are times when I should get some rest and so should you...So as to prevent the DOMINO effect =)... Because yes....other people's problem can as very well affect you (or worst)..

Hehe~thanks for reading again after so long disappearing...

If there would be anything for you to remember is that...

Healing would need time....

Love should never turn to anger...

Love never fails....

Love life!Be encouraged!!!!

-Because it's worth doing so-

-Foldforever-

In support of anti-suicide!X)